melanie. 15. canada. love. dance. My life is not easy, i kinda wish someone would have told me how high school would really be before going in... All the drama all the hype. Everything working out then tumbling down ♡ when will things be perfect again?
If i ever saw you again… I know things wouldn’t be the same. It’s hard to forget the things that were said and done. But somewhere deep inside of me i still believe it was worth every second, every laugh, every tear… I know we’ve been through a lot and there’s so much keeping us apart… But if there’s the slightest chance in the world that somehow we could meet again… I would take it.

If i ever saw you again… I know things wouldn’t be the same. It’s hard to forget the things that were said and done. But somewhere deep inside of me i still believe it was worth every second, every laugh, every tear… I know we’ve been through a lot and there’s so much keeping us apart… But if there’s the slightest chance in the world that somehow we could meet again… I would take it.

lost-withoutlove:

Fight for me. I want you to beg me to stay and tell me how horrible you’re doing without me. Show me you need me and want me in your life. That you’ll do anything to make me stay. Show me that I’m the only girl for you, and no other girl compares. Chase after me. Don’t let me give up, show me I’m making a big mistake by leaving. Show me how important I am to you. Don’t just let me walk away.

lost-withoutlove:

Fight for me. I want you to beg me to stay and tell me how horrible you’re doing without me. Show me you need me and want me in your life. That you’ll do anything to make me stay. Show me that I’m the only girl for you, and no other girl compares. Chase after me. Don’t let me give up, show me I’m making a big mistake by leaving. Show me how important I am to you. Don’t just let me walk away.

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teenagers. we’re still a question to society and science, ever changing. we make decisions that change our lives, we say things we don’t mean, we go through things harder than other ages because we feel so much deeper. we hurt, we cry, we laugh, we, dance, we love and we learn.

teenagers. we’re still a question to society and science, ever changing. we make decisions that change our lives, we say things we don’t mean, we go through things harder than other ages because we feel so much deeper. we hurt, we cry, we laugh, we, dance, we love and we learn.

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Have you ever made a promise, a promise you thought would last a life time. Something so great and so strong that even now you look back and can’t seem to let go.  Have you ever loved so deeply that it made you crazy… And now you’d do anything to feel alive again. Still hoping a promise made is a promise kept.

Have you ever made a promise, a promise you thought would last a life time. Something so great and so strong that even now you look back and can’t seem to let go.  Have you ever loved so deeply that it made you crazy… And now you’d do anything to feel alive again. Still hoping a promise made is a promise kept.

in the night the stormy night she closed her eyes, in the night the stormy night away she flies… she dreams of paradise.

in the night the stormy night she closed her eyes, in the night the stormy night away she flies… she dreams of paradise.

And i keep thinking that one day out of nowhere you’re going to realize your mistake and come running back to me… that one day you’re going to fight for the girl you left behind…one day when you call i’ll still come running for you.

And i keep thinking that one day out of nowhere you’re going to realize your mistake and come running back to me… that one day you’re going to fight for the girl you left behind…one day when you call i’ll still come running for you.

I wish i could go back in timeBefore the hurt before the cryingBefore i could say you were ever mine

I wish i could go back in time
Before the hurt before the crying
Before i could say you were ever mine

I never got over you… that’s my secret i pretended everything was fine and no one else even knew i was still in love with you. there’s something about the first guy you fall in love with, something about the first guy you ever kiss… and I’ve been hurting ever since. Now you’re in love with my best friend.. of all people and i can’t handle it… even after 8 months and falling for another guy the most amazing guy I’ve ever met… i want her to be happy but i cant be a part of that.. i keep thinking about how you were with me and how perfect it was… time cant change the pain, it still hurts just the same…

I never got over you… that’s my secret i pretended everything was fine and no one else even knew i was still in love with you. there’s something about the first guy you fall in love with, something about the first guy you ever kiss… and I’ve been hurting ever since. Now you’re in love with my best friend.. of all people and i can’t handle it… even after 8 months and falling for another guy the most amazing guy I’ve ever met… i want her to be happy but i cant be a part of that.. i keep thinking about how you were with me and how perfect it was… time cant change the pain, it still hurts just the same…

I remember when we first met.. i miss that careless weekend we spent together, you made me believe i could love again because i fell for you… you were the first guy to fight for me and that’s what i wanted from the start… before i met you there was another guy who didn’t fight for me and now that you’re gone everything is coming back to haunt me… you were my one distraction from reality… i miss that.. i miss you.

I remember when we first met.. i miss that careless weekend we spent together, you made me believe i could love again because i fell for you… you were the first guy to fight for me and that’s what i wanted from the start… before i met you there was another guy who didn’t fight for me and now that you’re gone everything is coming back to haunt me… you were my one distraction from reality… i miss that.. i miss you.

They say be happy no matter what happens be happy. But how can i be happy when everything in my life is going wrong… They say be grateful for what you have, what do i have left? nothing…. I lost everything… The boy i loved, my so called friend, maybe my best friend, my family torn apart i don’t know where my home is anymore… But i have to be strong… or else ill never move along… ill get through this because the thing about rock bottom is it can only get better from here, not worse.

They say be happy no matter what happens be happy. But how can i be happy when everything in my life is going wrong… They say be grateful for what you have, what do i have left? nothing…. I lost everything… The boy i loved, my so called friend, maybe my best friend, my family torn apart i don’t know where my home is anymore… But i have to be strong… or else ill never move along… ill get through this because the thing about rock bottom is it can only get better from here, not worse.

15 and I found it, i thought i knew what it was before but i really had no idea until you came into my life and showed me… and as much as it hurts now after you threw away everything we had, i cant hate you… i will never forget you, my first love.

15 and I found it, i thought i knew what it was before but i really had no idea until you came into my life and showed me… and as much as it hurts now after you threw away everything we had, i cant hate you… i will never forget you, my first love.

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You’re lost, you’re insecure, you feel like there’s nothing left inside because you fell for the first time. You thought you were indestructible, you thought things were different and even if they were… you still found yourself here again. But you’re not alone, Someday things will make sense, people are put into your life for reasons that can’t be explained… whether or not you meet him again, you’ll be stronger and happy.. maybe not right now but in the end that’s what counts. So don’t give up..no matter what.

You’re lost, you’re insecure, you feel like there’s nothing left inside because you fell for the first time. You thought you were indestructible, you thought things were different and even if they were… you still found yourself here again. But you’re not alone, Someday things will make sense, people are put into your life for reasons that can’t be explained… whether or not you meet him again, you’ll be stronger and happy.. maybe not right now but in the end that’s what counts. So don’t give up..no matter what.

You were my romeo and you called me your Juliet… but i guess that story never worked out either.

You were my romeo and you called me your Juliet… but i guess that story never worked out either.

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